Dammit. Fuckit.
It's been a shitty week so far. Just bad stuff all around and I try not to let it get me down, try to let old resentments go, and here they are again, bobbing around in my head again like, like, like a turd you can't flush.
the worst of it is that I can see how one person's actions has led to this. I hate him. I know it's a powerful word. But it's true. I despise him. I hate him for all he has robbed me of; though I hate myself for buying his lies and hanging around that place, alone and lonely. I hope he enjoyed having his family around. And I hope they find out what a son of a bitch he is.
and I'm sorry, Casper.
posted by The RHS @ 5:07 PM
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For clean karma you have to decide to forgive him and forgive yourself. It's the only way to let go.
I know how hard that is, there are a few people from my past that I just can't forgive.
But one of the biggest assholes I forgave, completely! Odd, huh? It's b/c I know how lost he is and how unintentional the assholedom was. He was just selfish.
Well, I guess there won't be any clean karma. At this point it looks like DIY karma is what I'll have to do.
I could forgive him if I hadn't missed and lost so much.
If there are any Romani out there that know any old curses let me know.
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